well damn, tumblr. it’s been a while.

I want to delete this page because the memories just bring me down again.
but it’s like I just don’t want to forget.

Anonymous asked: I hope that everything gets better for you. I would hate to see someone like you go through so much pain when you definitely don't deserve it.

god bless your soul.

Yeah, be good to her.

make sure you talk to her until she falls asleep but don’t forget to hang up or else her phone won’t be fully charged the next day.

make sure you talk to her and comfort her when she turns off her bedroom lights because she’s afraid of the dark.

make sure you hold her hand when there’s a train anywhere nearby because she’s afraid of trains too.

if she ever wants something to eat and there’s not much in the pantry, make her some pasta with butter and garlic salt. she likes that.

make sure you cuddle with her because she likes cuddling but I could never be there to do it with her.

make sure you get her talenti gelato if she ever wants ice cream because that’s her favorite.

she likes dancing so if you’re ever on a dancefloor make sure you focus on her and only her.

she likes to travel so make sure you stay with her wherever she goes.

just be good to her because this is my final mention of the topic and I no longer choose to let this minor setback bring me down. I’ve definitely learned that there is no point in crying over a departing train. although it may come back, too much time will have passed by and you will have already been picked up by another one.

hopeless.

If we talk a lot, I’ll start liking you.

Just talking to me everyday will do so much. You’ll eventually become my daily routine. I get to learn more about you as I listen to you talk about how your day is, how you’re feeling, and how you really are. Just knowing almost every detail about you will bring me closer to you. It’ll become hard for me to not like you if I admire the person you actually are behind your appearance.

(Source: geleeeezy, via kimmywibby)

Anonymous asked: Oh hey you answered my question! Awesome! Well hopefully things have taken a turn for the better for you since I sent that message :)

haha yeah I haven’t really been on tumblr. but yeah I’m slowly coming back up. thank you, again.

Yeah, no fucking more.

just when I thought I had my sanity back, someone decides to put me in a car for 12 fucking hours to be alone with my own thoughts. to be funny, someone ELSE decides to send me the most meaningful quote I have ever read. so here I am ranting about how my views on relationships is so obscured that I can’t even imagine the possibility of one anymore because I’m too afraid nothing will be the same. this hindrance has always and will always be with me for I don’t even know how long and I don’t even know why I still feel this way because there’s no possible way I would want to let anyone back in my life after finding someone so quickly after me. with that being said, someone tell me why it is that the second this person sends me one tony fucking quote, I take all future possibilities into consideration. why is it that although they clearly moved on rather quickly, that I still even think about that person. it doesn’t make any sense in my head and honestly nothing has ever been this adhesive to the back of my mind. whatever. maybe if I just ignore it I’ll lose my sanity altogether so everything else will start to make no sense to me.

fuck you

fuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyou

most guys need a girl who can stop them from doing stupid shit.

like punching walls. fjsjdkeodkjfje